If it weren't so important
I'd already be dead
I'd be lifeless and empty
But I'm here instead

Forcing a smile, so you're happy
I can't remember the last time I was
It's been so long, and I don't know what to do
I'm laying here, bleeding, without you

I need you, you're like a drug
Everything I've done, is based on from
How you feel, and what it is right
I want to die, right here, right now; tonight

I don't deserve you, or anything at all
But I’m still here crawling, trying not to fall
I am nothing without you, even less then that
I'm really nothing, it's a proven fact

I lay here, bleeding in my bed at night
Wishing you were here, and in my sight
You're so far away, and you can't come close
I need my drug, another dose

My heart is beating, and bleeding for you
But I don't deserve you; you know it's true
I had a chance, but I didn't see it fitting
Now I’m alone, and thinking. Lifelessly sitting

Everyday:
I wish I had the courage to say
I love you, and miss you
Like never before
But I know it means nothing,
Coming from a whore.

Do you ever think about us?
And all we used to be.
Taking in each memory,
I love you so much.

I guess I have to let you be now,
You seem so much happier
Get you back? I don't know how
Hurry, It's only getting bloodier

I'll be forgotten shortly
You'll move on and forget
You'll remember I'm a mistake
Positively, a regret.